From Furious To Empowered As My Destiny Is Revealed

Three years ago the phrase "the new normal" infuriated me. I simply was baffled by the fear that was pushed for a flu with a ninety eight percent survival rate. As a kid my dad ( a pharmacist student) always gave us vitamin c whenever we were sick. It cured sore throats, colds, and earaches. As an adult I used vitamin c to prevent and cure most colds, and never got the flu. So I never considered a flu shot when my natural remedy worked great.

 The bigger the push to conform the more God showed me the truth. My searching, which was guided by God, led me to doctors, virologists, political people, prophetic leaders, truthers as we like to say, all fighting to share the truth but silenced by the mysterious agenda. As I watched cancer explode and athletes collapse I struggled to cope with the realization that the evil was real and my faith muscle grew like a steroid taking weight lifter. I tried warning others but only my husband and children listened. 

Everything that was happening felt like the twilight zone. The rona chaos destroyed any faith I had in the medical system. It would take time and patience to understand the depth and scope of just what that meant.  

I got involved in my local republican women's group and saw the depth of corruption so deep and vast in every area of the process. My journey of discovery was horrifying and enlightening and led to an unmistakable Awakening. Fragments of memories from my entire life, suddenly clicked into place and propelled me onward in my search for truth. The horror comes from the awareness of an evil so dark that I know I have to work against it. And a realization that most of the world is oblivious to the darkness threatening the entire globe. It's lonely to realize you're different but that's how Satan operates, fear, doubt and confusion, thankfully I'm made of stronger stuff. 

My friend Paula advised Psalm 91 and that led me to a new daily prayer practice that has solidified my role as an awakened Christian warrior who's been fighting against the darkness for over two years.  In private groups I share prayers and encouragement to others. I participate in a network of awakened Christians who share in the knowledge of God and support the efforts of those willing to risk everything to share the truth. 

 The Awakening was the realization that my questions were not crazy and my instinct was spot on.  Knowing that so much of everything you've believed your entire life, is a lie, overwhelms the mind. I tried to fight it, but God continued to bombard me from all sides, until I accepted the truth. The full realization that what was started in the Garden Of Eden was still going on and had infiltrated every facet of life on earth, can rock your world. But that's not even the scary part. The scary part...was when I realized God had a purpose for me and that my Awakening was by God's design, so that my love of writing, and my compassion for humanity, was the tool God wants me to wield against the darkness. 

If this seems dark, it's because it's a recap of the last three and a half years.  I take comfort in knowing I'm not alone, I'm one of thousands, and there are so many fighting in various capacities. There are many that have been awake a lot longer and they're strong and renewed in faith, as the truth is slowly revealed. So I'm giving a background to preview my new writing/blogging I'm about to begin.

To be honest God advised me a year ago that he wanted me to write about him. But I'd been mulling over Revelations and started realizing things were wrong. I needed to be sure because I don't want to write things that are false. My entire life I've heard of "end times" and how it's horrible and there's an Antichrist and it's Armageddon. In fact Catholicism teaches us to fear God and that never felt right to me.

 But the God I know, the God that churches don't teach about, the God the organized religions are inaccurate about, is not a mean and vengeful God. He's love and compassion and understanding. And because I didn't know the Bible and I wasn't corrupted by an organized religion, it was easier for me to open myself up to the possibility that we've been deceived and misguided. The more questions I asked the more God revealed, until the day the answers just started coming as soon as I thought them.

 Eighteen months ago I started to consider that Revelations was not end times....but the reveal...the revelation of something...something good, and it’s just coming to light. God has a plan to reverse the harm and guide us to a healthier lifestyle and peaceful way of life.

And then God led me to the study of Eschatology and the last piece of the puzzle was put in place.  I feel I'm completely clued into the truth and the plan. I believe that...Revelations is the Reveal of Jesus as our savior and King on Earth. And I believe God's just waiting for humanity to step into its authority and claim God's kingdom here on earth. Here's a clue...." on earth as it is in heaven".

I believe the faster we step into our authority as Kingdom disciples, the faster we defeat Satan and his crew to rid the earth of his evil. Control the narrative, control the people. That's how its been done. But no more! I believe The Luciferian agenda will be stopped, and this time it's for good.

My writing will shatter myth's, expose lies,  and in some cases challenge what you think you know. But I believe facing the truth is the first step toward healing.

To quote my teacher: "you are the light of the world.  You are the salt of the earth. You must shine the light on the darkness. We're almost there.  The pain is for the Awakening.... the Awakening is for your children”-Johnny Enlow!